Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Bliss....Not all it's cracked up to be!

Bliss, something i havent yet experienced....... i had a really bad today (yes this is an EMO moment) you know when you feel the worst you could possibly feel in this lifetime and nothing bad to come would ever compare to it but then wait a moment it happens! well that happened today.
Trust is a very special gift between two friends, two siblings, parents or partners so when it is broken it takes forever to repair it and thats all well and all but what happens if whilst in the process of being repaired your now restored little ounce of trust that has just been brought back is emptied yet again? Iv'e given up hope of actually finding a person on this earth that is completely trustable, im in agreement with ones self that only a heavenly being can give that security to you, imagine falling of a bridge without a bungee cord and being told that you will be caught somehow, placing complete trust is like placing a bet only this feels different because you know this time that you will be caught no matter how unlogical or how scientifically impossble it is, and then wam your caught and you now know that you have found something special something one in billion, something thats yours!
If you havent figured out yet what is i have, pick up that dusty old forgotten bible and start reading it, maybe its not your thing maybe bad experience will stop you but what do you have to lose?

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