Sunday, November 19, 2006

These childhood memories - I have them often, but can usually keep them under control with the use of drugs.

Hmmmmmmmmmm What to say .......... I found my old diary yesterday, it was a weird feeling though when i started reading it i found myself thinking "tis not mine, tis the work of the devil" no no not really i didnt think that but it was an unrecognisable unfamiliar feeling like the events that were written in them had been experienced by someone other then me , i could'nt remember most of them but like seriously why would you want to remember what you ate for dinner on the something of the something ......beats me.
Maybe i should tell you about a secret letter ooooooo son yeah thats rufus, i can start a desperate llamawives program and this is how it will begin, the title "ThE LeTtEr" first scene, She cant sleep , restless nights hound her, there is an urgency heavy and burdensome, she has someone on her mind
, she cant forgive herself for judging, she needs to write her feelings down on paper, she spends weeks perfecting the paragraphs the content and the context, hoping not to agitate of offend, she reads it over and over again pretending she is the other person receiving it for the first time. After much thought she seals it, says a few words and ..........leaves it under her frickin bed gees i should really post that......any way will the person receiving it forgive and forget or will bitterness and rage prevail stay tuned for next weeks episode....... Pretty good huh, no sugar coating my situation lol it is true im the one writing the letter ill have to keep you posted with the outcome

1 Comments:

At November 30, 2006 11:35 am , Anonymous Anonymous said...

haha cute. did u ever send that letter? i want a letter dam u! hehe.

 

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