Anybody who told you to be yourself simply couldn't have given you worse advice...
Really sometimes all i want to do is stand on something high and relatively safe and scream at everyone, you know how some people are just totally and utterly rude, they disregard your feelings and make you feel really stupid. You know what word i despise? CUSTOMERS everytime i say it i just spit it out hissing and yuk and yeah ewwww i used to like people im having second and third thoughts about them now, its not just at work its everywhere, you go out of your way to do things for people, to compliment them, you go over and above your normal duties for people who just dont give a toss, couldnt care less even if you just jumped out infront of a bus for them nah nothing they just find something else to complain about. Its funny though when people ask why do you stuff for them then if they dont care i say i really dont know its a profound sense of obligation you see, its really hard being a christian sometimes, you find yourself putting up with things and doing things and not really knowing why you just feel you have to, no i wouldnt say have to actually i dont know what to say to questions like that, its like cleaning your room without being asked you know, you know your parents will be pleased with you i guess its like that with Jesus.....
posted by LlAmA JuNk @ 5:25 pm
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